I dont get it! why do thing have to be this way?? its like if life is just tricking me, messing up with my head!
i had all the reason to just finally dont give a crap of what happened around me and then everything just fixes but then when i need it fixed its just turns into a whole mess again! im not even making myself clear anymore...i dont know whats wrong
i feel alone and lost i keep pushing away the ones i really care about
im such a failure, im week and stupid...ill keep empty,ill lie as necessary even if it hurts
i wont think about other anymore ill help my friends that support me cause those who force me to put all those thousand calories stuff or "food" in my mouth dont care about me...
what is it to love about food anyways?? its just a moment thing! its only going to entertain u for a while but what then? ha? it stays in you making u huger and hugerr ...why eat..when starving taste so damn delicious
i surrender to u ana...im nothing, in not worth it....im all in.
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