motivation

Well i started more determined than ever, i can do this. Yesterday was actually a good day i only ate:
breakfast: blank
lunch:(130 cals) mango
iceberg lettuce (neg cal)
oil dressing(100 cals or so)

total:310 cals

I went grocery shopping with my mom and i got to buy my 50 cals whole wheats sticks, my 80 cal whole wheat bread and my fat free cereal, and a bunch of veggiess :)
I have decided to organize my life a little bit more, if im going to commit to this im planing on doing it the right way, yesterday at the market i saw this girl and i felt like such a whale beisdes her, she was so tall skinny, just plain gorgeous and i just though shes probably in control, not like me :( but i promise myslef im going to do thiss i have to i need too, so im just allowed to purge once a week only if i over eat and im planing in increasing my excersices and my water intake and keep my cals under 600 :)

I found this lovely thinspos though i could share them with u guys (:

   

                               
                                  HipBonEs <3

                                                    I love everything about this picture

 stay strong

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-Mitchka