new begining

So ive kinda had a little wake up call, ive gotten to see how its not really worth it this binging and purging everytime i dont need this besides it doesnt help me to loose any weight, i have to settle, its been really hard because of alot of things have happened, ive let all of you girls down, ive been such a failure such in ana as in life, but i promise im gonna get back in track, ill try to do a fast for two days to settle, atleast until my b day(in two days lol) and i know im going to HAVE to eat, its not exactly an option so ill fast two days, coffee,juice,water and maybe a little bit of non fat yogurt to be able to eat and not feel that guilty the day.

Ive also started to go to the gym (: i go there to do aerobics like for an hour and also work on my stomach and in the morning i go walking for an hour with my parents *they still think im just walking with them to have stronger legs* (lol) though i do hate lying to them, but i have to do this.
If i fail on this fast, there will be a punish, i wont be able to use the computer to read wasted ( yes i got the book and im sooo excited to finish itt ) and ill force myself to write everything i binged on (believe me that IS punishment enough). So i have to be strong,i wanna make you girls all proud (: i notice i have some followers and even though theyre not 100 it makes me feel better to know that somebody cares and that you all are hoping for me to be strong, i read all of your blogs and i promise you i wont let you all down, im also going to try to update my blog more frequently, probably posting everyday at least once to let you all know my stats.

here i leave you guys with some thinspos :)






LEGS <3



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-Mitchka