Making a dream come true

its not easy for dreams to come true...they always find exception or excuses to say they cant be real
yet i am seeking to erase that, cause i am making them true

Saturday, June 25, 2011

plan

ok this is it, i have to do this
                       its not an option
                                its a have and obligation
fast till i get 100 i need to loose this 15 pounds in 3 weeks then ill think about trying to get healthier(maybe probably not *gah*)i need to do this.
I HATE this purging i hate it!! and it doesnt help that much having my familyhave me under a lupe everysingle minute.I need to do this and be clever. Ill allow myself soup (1/4 (40 cals) )coffee with just one splenda,tea (ew have to learn to drink tea /: ) diet coke.
i know ill have to eat some days to keep suspicious of my back so if im feeling like faint or to week ill just eat veggies like broccoli or eggwhite, ill stay under 200 cals and lower.
This is it.
           NO more excuses.
Every mistake brings itself with a punishment.
i know that when i get there ill see beauty from pain, lol, (yes i do love this song)
 stay strong.
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2 comments:

  1. KimJune 25, 2011 at 12:48 PM

    Be safe! if this is your plan I wish you luck with it. Be strong and safe! If you don't like tea try all different flavors and kinds I'm sure you'll find one you like!.

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  2. mitchkaJune 27, 2011 at 12:09 AM

    thanks kim <3, yeah i think ill try diversifying the flavors.

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